Saturday, November 6, 2010

We all want to grow up to fast.

    Well it's 10:35 at night, and i was thinking to myself. As i skim over the dolls, stuffed animals, webkinz, and things i didn't play with anymore, i thought to myself, "We all just want to grow up too fast." It's true, in seventh grade everyone is talking about who's dating who, who got in a fight, what styles are in and out, what toys sucks, who's a baby, who got there nails done where, and really what make up is good and not good. I really, i don't care anymore, as to what people have to say about me playing with dolls, or still liking webkinz. I have two friends who really just inspired me. One of my friends who moved to Montana, never cared if people thought she was a dork, she still loves horses, nature, webkinz, dolls, toys, and just plain being a kid, and having fun! And that's the thing i think people need. A little bit of child is good in every person. 
     The other friend is still my best friend, and she doesn't care either. She just has fun. And i love that about her! Sure they both still do teenager like things, but they both just love to have fun! You shouldn't worry about what people say about you, it's who you are, and to change for other people is stupid. Just because they don't like things you do, or they think it's baby-ish, well, it's there loss. 
     I have another friend who wants to grow up. She's never played with dolls, never was really a girl. And i feel sad for her. She can be mean, and bitter without even really realizing it. She hurts my feelings with her voice, and some times i just wish i hadn't said anything at all. BUT i do love her, and she's so much fun to be around when it's JUST us, hanging around, and that's when i see the kid in her. Begging to come out, but never did. She's stuck in this whole of sadness, and i can tell she's scared. 
   If we were all child like, the world would be a really fun place, but there are to many strict uptight people, who really are missing out on the fun times. I love being a kid, and i don't ever want to stop. I love who i am, and what i do, and if anyone tries to judge that, goodbye to them, because i don't need them in my life. 

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